I fasted yesterday and meant to fast the next four days, but when I woke I felt so awful. This has never happened before. I was sweating and felt like I was gonna be sick, I fainted before even making it down the stairs. My fucking chest was burning and hurting so bad. I had to eat, and now I feel awful and fat. And then there’s someone else making me feel like shit for being sad. Sorry for not pretending to be happy 24/7.